Oh,
so you went to the movies? You attended a play? You had front row
seats at a panel discussion featuring Meryl Streep, Warren Buffet and
the Dalai Lama?
That's
nice, but first tell me: How was the parking?
That's
how it was in my family, where the subject of parking was, well, a
subject.
To
locate and inhabit an excellent parking spot was a great achievement;
to attain true adulthood, one needed to know how to tame the acres of
asphalt of a suburban shopping mall as well as how to conquer an
exposed sliver of curb on a chaotic city street.
Understand,
finding a parking spot was not the goal; the goal was to find a great
parking spot. My brother and I became sensitized to the subtleties of
parking at a young age, thanks to the caring guidance of our parents.
From
the back seat of the family car, my brother and I would watch
manicured, hilly green expanses fly by as our parents discussed
whether golf courses should be converted to parking lots.
On
summer vacation, we would gaze in awe at the Grand Canyon as our
parents calculated how many parked cars it might accommodate.
When
my parents entertained, my brother and I would eavesdrop from the
kitchen while eating our bedtime snack, and learn that adult
conversation included parking reports: "Did you enjoy the art
fair?" "The parking was terrible but we picked up a nice
watercolor"; or "How was the sample sale?" "I had
to fight like crazy in the parking lot but the prices were worth it."
Of
course, most of our education took place during actual parking
experiences. First course of study: local parking at shopping malls,
because if you could handle a shopping mall, you could certainly
handle parking lots outside restaurants and movie theaters. City
parking was graduate level.
The
larger the shopping mall, the larger the parking lot, of course, and
the more determined my parents were to avoid its distant reaches,
where the alphabet signs started all over again with double letters.
With my father at the wheel, my mother was in charge of strategy. The
conversation would go something like this:
Mother:
Turn here. Here.
HERE!!
Father:
Do you want me to drop you off while I look for a spot?
Mother:
Don't be silly, I'll help you find a spot.
If
it was raining hard, my mother changed her strategy: "Drop us
off at that entrance; you go look for a parking spot."
But
mostly they parked as a team.
"Ooh!
There's a spot," my mother would point. My father would begin to
turn – and they'd see the motorcycle already tucked into "their"
spot. "Dammit," they'd agree. Parking lots are where I
learned how to curse, in English and Yiddish.
We
were not a family that backed into parking spots. I was taught that
people who backed into parking spots were in a hurry to leave and
therefore quite possibly members of the Mafia. Besides, one big
problem with backing in was that you had to pass the spot first,
permitting some farshtinkener driver to swing in behind you
while you were lining up your approach.
"That
bastard! He knew we were going for that spot!"
This
might be said by my mother or father; it was then the other person's
job to say: "Forget it, we'll keep looking." This division
of responsibility, one in charge of the anger, the other in charge of
the calming, seemed a most natural manifestation of their strong
partnership, in so many things besides parking; and I believed it
kept us safe from physical confrontations with many a farkakta
driver.
City
parking required discussions in advance: Street parking or a
commercial lot? Which to choose depended on so many things: not just
where we were going but how long we'd be there, the weather, and
especially on those mysterious (to me) street signs that appeared to
be written in a secret code using numbers, abbreviations and
punctuation.
My
parents would start out defiant: "We're not going to pay to
park." Paying to park was to admit defeat – unless that was
the only option, which I understood to mean it was part of some grand
criminal scheme. "You gotta pay for parking here, what a
racket." If we chose to park in a lot, however, it was
because it was convenient, and a good, smart decision, even though
the cost might be exorbitant –because the place was run by crooks,
of course; very possibly by those very same Mafia types who parked by
backing in.
When
we'd find a spot on the street, there'd be another discussion, this
time fast: Could we fit? Is it a real spot? Would we get hit if we
parked there? Would we get a ticket? If we managed to get in, would
we be able to get out?
Parallel
parking was certainly a team effort, with my father receiving
impassioned advice. "Turn! Straighten! Stop! A little more!
You're going to hit him!" "Just a tap," he'd reassure
her. My father never hit parked cars; he only tapped them, and only
when necessary. And sometimes, "give a tap" would actually
be part of my mother's instructions.
A
perfectly executed parallel park was a thing of beauty and my father
carried out many of them. Others would have remained perfect and
beautiful had my mother never opened her door to get out. "We're
three feet from the curb!" Then followed another round of
discussion on whether they should "adjust."
In
time, the definition of a perfect parking spot changed.
My
brother's career eventually took him to Phoenix. Upon their
retirement, my parents moved out there. Eventually I wound up there,
too.
Even
though Phoenix is technically a city, it does not feel like one if
you arrive here from what is known as Back East. Here in Phoenix,
public parking is usually plentiful and free, just like the sunshine.
Fully covered parking spots are the best. Spots shaded by trees will
do, but so too will the birds (do, that is, on your car). Nearly any
spot that offers even a smidgen of shade is better than one
completely exposed to the sun, unless it's important that your
leftover coffee still be hot when you return to your car.
As
a family and on our own, we all enjoyed many years of trouble-free
parking in Phoenix and environs.
Time
passed, though, and my mother started getting tired. Shade lost its
value. She would dismiss a spot the rest of us considered close
enough and tell us to keep looking, drive around again. "Don't
you want to keep being able to walk?" we begged her. "You
have to walk to stay active!"
When
my mother was informed that she needed a hip replacement we realized
she hadn't been just tired. My parents applied for and received a
handicap sticker (really a placard that hung off the rear-view
mirror), and handicap parking spots that had been off limits and met
with groans during my childhood were now greeted with cheers. With
her new hip and their new sticker, my parents were back in action.
More
time passed, though, and my father started getting tired. His
persistent cough seemed to take a lot out of him. When he was
diagnosed with Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis, we realized he hadn't
been just tired.
Soon
even the walk from a handicap parking spot to an entrance left my
father out of breath. My mother started driving him to the job he had
taken upon retirement, demonstrator at Costco; this way she could let
him off right at the door. And she'd return at the end of the day to
pick him up. This is how they did it, almost daily, then a few times
a week, until he retired again, this time for good.
One
day my brother and I were instructed to go out and find one more
parking spot.
There
was plenty of room at this cemetery, located in an undeveloped area
of north Phoenix. Instead of parking levels, the cemetery was divided
into neighborhoods, with paved walkways defining rows of monuments
and headstones. Like every other commercial parking lot, getting a
spot here wasn't cheap.
We
picked the section named Ruth. In the Bible, Ruth is the Moabite
woman who marries an Israelite. When her husband dies, Ruth remains
with her mother-in-law, Naomi, telling her (among other things),
Wherever you go, I will go.
Wherever you lodge, I will lodge....
Where you die, I will die, and there will I be buried.
But
Ruth was known first, to my brother and me, as the name of the street
on which we lived as children. Ruth Road was where our family drives
began, where our summer vacations launched, and where our parents
entertained.
When
my father died in July 2011, my mother, brother and I huddled
together to work on the wording for his grave monument. "I know
what I want on my side," my mother told us. " 'My soul will
find yours.' " "Is that a promise or a threat?" we
asked. Both, she said, sad but still jaunty, still appreciative of my
father's humor, which had long ago taken root in both my brother and
me.
Indeed,
like Ruth, my mother followed, just two years later. My brother and I had found a good spot – just off the cemetery's main road but not too far; in
a friendly neighborhood, with our dear family friend Earl just across
the way – but now that my mother had joined my father, it had
become a great spot. I won't call it a perfect spot, though.
I
am sure that my mother's soul sought my father's with the same
determination and success with which she sought the best parking
spots when they traveled together on more earthly paths; so I am
sure that they have reconnected.
And
whenever anyone decides to drive to the cemetery in north Phoenix to
visit Plot 507, Section Ruth, they will discover that the parking
situation is excellent.